How much to divulge??? Knowing you all you will want every juicy saucy detail... but knowing me you'll know that I won't give it :)
Things with Irish are moving much faster than expected. I am thoroughly enjoying his company and the attention, being made to feel special again for the first time in a long time... and playing truant from work for 3 hours yesterday afternoon was lovely... sushi lunch and eachothers company.
(and I know you can all see the 'but' coming)
BUT here is my dilemma...
am I falling for him?
or am I falling for the attention that I am getting for the first time since my divorce?
and if it is the latter is that necessarily a bad thing?
I keep getting this feeling that I should be keeping my options open... BUT I am not someone who can do that... who can have a "relationship" (whatever that is) with someone and not give it all of my attention... BUT like I said, this is the first man after my ex and maybe I should just enjoy it for what it is and not over analyze things as I always do.
So far we haven't made any commitments to eachother (at least not verbal) and I have come to the conclusion that I will just enjoy the moments with him for what they are... those moments and nothing more.
4 comments:
Thanks a mill Robert, advise I have just hurled down her throat personally!!! Nice to see my view (as girly) wasn't that far off!
"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely..." Hmmm. I wonder who said that?
robert At some point I need to stop reading the menues and actually try something. I have no intentions of settling down again any time soon... right now I am just enjoying things without any expectations of where it might lead.
Lady B - aka anon :) hurled... think you mean force fed - but I love you for caring my friend
kyk I wonder....
oooohhh... tricky one!
i wish i could give you some advice, but i'm all thumbs when it comes to relationships and tend to split when "they" get too clingy...
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